Here it is; the first May I Muse self-analysis! This is the most raw way I could think of to present my thoughts to you. I'm a visual learner and organizer, and arrows, underlining, circling, and connecting things on paper is how I think. I wanted to show you exactly how I was thinking along with the insights I gained from the thinking.
Let me know, of course, if you find something illegible and are dying to know what it says. :)